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hello. so i'm back, after.... an entire year?
u know. i'm scared. really. of the future.... of what it holds for me.( yeah. a thoroughly cliche phrase it is )
i feel dirty, unclean, with mud caked feets and hands. with a tear-streaked face that knows all shame. i dont know. insecurites cloud the pheriphery of tattered mind of mine. what am i?, simply someone who's drained of her swelling pride, left with none but perhaps, a rusty anchor which has lost its footing.
A unsatiable need to reach for the stars. truly?
Anyway. this is strange. really tiresome.
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EnOugh of that nonsensical stuff.
yeah it made non-sense at all. absolutely not. ( Hmmm... was it supposed to?) EHHH....
BRRRR>....
lets get on with life. so... in short. life has taken. somewhat a frightening turn for me. A uncalibrated, disturbingly, abrupt turn of events,. that has brought my life screeching to a halt. driven off course into something less appealing. something i absolutely abhor. shame sets in, the lingering sense of resentment.
To be stuck in the mud would have been the appropriate phrase.
yeah. its gettting worse.
But... as commented by a friend of mine. when failure sets in, then, the only way to go is up, meaning which, life will only get better. hmph.
anyway. all this terrible writing of mine.
i apologize for it, that and the ranting.
Byes.
PS: LORD. i want to Love you with all my heartand soul. please. help me to do so