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I feel so horrible now and i do not want to talk about it. Yes, My grades are dropping drastically... and lots of other problems...
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I rly want to study as hard as i was in Secondary 2... I feel so Lost... Not juz in my results... but in my personal life too. What do i rly want in life? What is my ultimate goal? ...
Why are ppl ignoring me? It rly hurts especially when ppl who are closest to you hurt you...
WHy.....? ? ? I want answers, yet they are never there...
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God... Please help me!!! i rly need you in my life...
i rly want to hear your still and calm voice, i rly want to have that close relationship with you... The close relationship that my friends have, yet i m unable to have till now... I hate myself for being a lukewarm christian... I rly do... Lord, i rly want to be able to feel ur love, to be able to sense your presence... I want to live for you and you alone...
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I feel so inadequate... My band piece... the one that i will be tested on... is so hard... psst... I can't even slur my chromatic scales notes properly... I know it sounds horrible... but i have tried my best... even my junior can play it.. why can't I play it then??????? Sometimes, even my best is not enough... So many impossibly low notes and high notes to play.... How can i master them all... I feel that not only my grades are dropping and i can't play my tuba as well as before, my life is in a mess...
Well, at least i have God, my friends and my family...
I know i can go through all this, if only i believe in God and learn to rely upon him.



I'm feeling so lethargic and tired now...
NOT that i'm not used to feeling like that due to the lack of sleep, but... i'm rly super tired....
HOMEWORK... and homework...
Our Maths Teacher ( not going to mention names) gave us soo much hmwk... and told us that she was super good to us...( DOes that make sense?) Yeah, maybe it does make sense... cuz she has to mark more stuff if she gives us more hmwk... BUT... she's gone way overboard...
However, i would rather she give us homework, than giving up on us... ( THAT's WAY WORSE!!)And... I must admit we were kinda whiny and always complained whenever she gave us hmwk... ( THIs must rly made her fed up?)....i guess>?...
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I feel that i'm rly lagging behind in Science for electricity... Since i dun rly understand what the teacher is talking abt... Rly need to pay more attention...
Well,... I got 2 more maths ws and science ws to go... and its already 11pm here... I rly want to sleep early for once -.- But i guess that's impossible...
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Reading some online tutorials to learn how to draw wings now... I feel so noob... compared to my friend who can draw so much better than me... I'm still stuck at the body part... I guess i would have to use guildlines if all fails... OH yeah... MY friend is afraid that i would catch up with her in drawing... ( cuz of my rapid improvement, maybE?) SO... she didn't want to teach me anymore... Can't blame her.... (well, she spent almost ten years learning how to draw) And me...? ... I juz started learning manga last year.... I mean, i liked drawing humans since young, but it wasn't rly manga...
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Final year exams are coming... And I haven't even started revising... cuz of my slackingness...
Rly got to mugg:O...
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MY friend is sooo secretive.... leaves me in such suspense...
Said something abt me and another guy coming together in the future... ANd i was like " WTH"?
and... she refused to say who's that guy...
Such Suspense makes me irritated...
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VAmpires are charming, stunning and beautiful. At the same time, they are powerful...
However, they are bloodsuckers too...
So, Do you still think they are perfect?
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hi ppl:) WelcOme to my WoRld....
My name's Faith:) if u didn't know... and i'm frm the world's awesomest school:)
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If you still hadn't noticed, i'm currently addicted to vampire knight (manga)and ( anime)...
Thus, the skin of my blog...
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Likes: Reading- Twilight, New Moon, Eclipse, Breaking dawn( maybe?) , The host, Secret Garden, Vampire Knight:) and others... ( Romance, thriller books etc.)
Eating
Sleeping ( Don't u find Sleeping such a luxury these days?)
Slacking
Gaming ( Maple Story, Cabal ...) ( Neopets which is lame yet fun)
Hanging out with friends
Drawing manga
Designing stuff and currently working with my friend to do some comic book stuff:)
Watching TV...
Listening to music( CHristian songs:))
And LoTs More... BLAH BLAH BLAH
hmm.... Haven't rly been blogging consistently for more other blogs... Would try NOT to neglect my Blog... Must shower my blog with love and care:)
--- So that's all guys... Going to sleep for a while and Wake up later to do hmwk...
Super tired now bcuz of band... --------------------------------------------------------

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